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Much has changed since July. xD But this isn't a blog.. Well, it is but blah! My true blog is on Xanga. :]] and I can complain there instead of here. This is supposed to be cheerful. Right? I guess things are just as insane at school because blah. That's just school. It's DEFINATELY not as easy as it was last year. This year is so much harder, and I've been feeling so stressed, but keeping myself calm. Everything is alright. :] Erm. Yeah. Blah.

I can't say that I'm not naive. I am. I cannot say I'm a decent human being. I'm filthy. I have my wrongs in life that I have yet to correct. I have not forgiven myself for any of it either. I'm a Human Being With Individual Ideas, Morals, Beliefs, Opinions and Emotions. That is What I've Wanted To Be. However, I cannot understand how someone could be so blatant as to not see these individual aspects of myself. Or of anyone else for that matter. I cannot say I'm better for that, But I can say that I'm not selfish, not arrogant, not egotistical, and truly heartless. Strong descriptions.. Yes. However, I will not let my opinions be